Give me your hand and I’ll go with you to the end of the world.
LED
(A part of what would be “Lifetime Chronicles” by Little Evil Dulce)
Feelings: Hope for Love, love to chase happiness
Back into the castle while my warg was waiting anxiously for my arrival I was thinking about my experience within the humans.
Not really sure if being into darkness is less painful that have a taste of what humans call feelings. It is so complicated to explain and among all the feelings hope was what I could live in flesh and blood while I was still human. Hope is complex, twisted and sometimes the most powerful weapon against others.
I decided to come back a couple days ago and allowed myself to feel again.. honestly I got panicked. I just can’t deal with so many emotions trying to scream through my skin. I guess I never could and I still can’t. It was the horror itself and tears of pain were hold into my eyes. I would never allow them to see my weakness for those particular behaviors that I do really wish could have.
Being into the darkness has been always an exquisite opportunity to look through everyone’s life and enjoy in a certain way what is called: happiness.
And of course, love is one of the triggers for that happiness. So if I wanted happiness I needed love. Tricky. However there was another trigger for happiness and in fact for love itself: hope.
From all, hope is the most tricky one as can easily take you up to the moon or drag you down into hell itself. It is a taste of pure pleasure but at the same time can cause you the worst regrets in the world; why? As simple as; “what if…” “society will be against…” “they, he, she…don’t approved” “if…” “but then…” and I can go on. So many dreams and great ideas can be smashed in a second and all good intentions are pending at the edge with hope.
Humans always said: “hope shouldn’t die” but hoping is as painful as a stab in a heart.
… (tbc)
Little Evil Dulce
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